Making It

It can be so frustrating when you look back on your life and feel that If you knew what you wanted to do back then you could have changed your destiny.But maybe the destiny that you have now is for a reason, even if you feel like you're currently in a bad position. As life unravels you may find that the place of limbo that you are in now aided you to achieve in some way.If you feel that it could not possibly help then make it!!! Draw from your pain and frustrations and manifest this into something that you can be proud of. I know that this is a cliche statement and is hard to imagine, but I feel that this attitude coupled with hardwork and a plan for what you want to do is key. True, this is hard to do when you are at a crossroads, but think about what you are good at, what you would like to improve, and as time goes on try and do those things.

This can be hard when you are lazy or are so demotivated that you feel like you just cannot carry on. But just keep that hope alive even if it is the smallest of lights at the end of the tunnel. One thing I admittedly sometimes deal with is jealousy, the feeling that other peoples lives are perfect and why my life cannot be that way. However you need to know everyone has their own struggle and the people in enviable positions have had to face a huge amount of rejection;and it is their perserverance that have allowed them to succeed. Do not blame yourself for what you could have been but focus on what you could be now.Someone told me to picture your life as a scientist; you tried this way, it didn't work so try another way. Change variables in your life to make it work for you.And also have someone to look up to and see how they lived their life.

This is my blueprint to making it and by Gods grace, I'll one day have a story to tell and you will too. :)

Rice, peas and love :P xxxx